Autumn has arrived.

I shall not sleep, for if i dream I will see you, I will feel you, I will smell you. In this dream, the hole in my heart will no longer exist. I will be complete, no longer feeling the pain of your absents. In this dream, my whole body will be awakened with happiness that will explode out of my fingertips. For once, my heart will be acting with love, not sadness, and my tears will be ones of joy and gladness. In this dream, I will hold you tight, for fear that you'll disappear if I loosen my grip. The alarms go off, the fallen leaves start to rustle across the wilting grass. I feel the chilled autumn air brush against my cheek sending a quiver through out my entire body. and suddenly you are pulled from my arms and carried away into the wind. I awaken suddenly, my window is open.. and on my bed lay one orange leaf that will forever represent my love for you, even after it has fallen and beginning to wilt, it's still full of beauty and just waiting for the wind to carry it on to its next journey.

I became sidetracked while writing. Due to the fact, that I heard the microwave go off as a sign of my brothers late night hunger. Im not sure what he was eating, but the smell wasn't pleasant. I decided I would open the window, that's when I heard the leaves ever so gently flowing across the grass and drive way. When suddenly a gust of wind sent a leaf and a chill through my window.