You've turned me into mush, im putty in your hands

I have so much to say about you, and to you. But the moment i start to write, nothing makes sense. I feel like those are the best relationships. If my words cant be put down, then you know im falling. Because writing is mine, its what i do, its part of who i am. When it comes to you, im lost, i feel like a little kid who cant speak. Nothing i say makes sense, and when it does. I feel as though i've lost my intelligence. Even know, writing this, it isnt my usual form. It's different, im unsure why though. You've turned me into mush, im putty in your hands. 

 I'm always dominant, not matter if its a man or woman who has my heart. But with you, its equal. With you, i get to feel like a girl, but not like im dating a guy. You make me want to wait for you. My body is aching to explore every inch of your body. I get butterflies at the thought of kissing you. You've changed me, you've made me discover love all over again. I've always said that its different with every relationship. But with you, its incredible, and its not even there yet. At this point i feel as though it would be very easy to fall in love with you.