Thursday, December 10, 2009

You have my mind, I want your heart.

After six years i still find myself thinking of you. I still feel as if it ended wrong, as if you and i should be something. Anything. When you first left i would think maybe just maybe you felt the same and would come back. You didn't, and it hurt. I was young, but even then i knew there was more. Its not everyday that you connect with someone so much that both of your faces light up when you see each other. I never told anyone this, but my heart felt like it skipped 30 beats when i first saw you. I wish i would have made more of an effort and not waited until it was too late. I remember the day before the last, we sat up until 3am just talking about nothing at all. That day is one of my favorites. This is kind of lame, but i often find myself looking for you on myspace and facebook. I'm afraid of finding you though, what if its not the same? What if i spent all this time for nothing? I guess that's a road i will have to cross when i come to it. Until then i will remember you as the amazing person i fell the hardest for.



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